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Few scribbles and a poem

December 29, 2008 Life's Elsewhere 2 comments

I.
Why do women so love
metaphors?

Because only women can hear the strange music that blows in the air
Only when the minor chord touches her, she radiates the unseen shiver
The tremble spreads in the air and again it converges in
Because she can feel it coming within her: the thing, the meaning
Because she loves it coming before it really comes to her
Because she wants it she wants it now she won’t take it before it is time
Because the metaphor means you have crossed it over, at least once, better twice
Because she adores your voice, but she knows it sounds better than things merely nice
Because she loves the face beneath your mask (she only likes it if there is one)
Because she smiles at the implied and plays with the written and the done
Because she knows the answer but is eager for the words you are searching for
Because she knows what you will say, she is just stitching and unstitching knots
Because she likes your shirt smelling like your skin and your skin tasting like something else
Because she will give what a man wants and hates the precise demands
Because she likes a sentence which she can smoothen like a wrinkle and clean like a stain
Because she overlooks the mortal thing and cherishes the fragile porcelain
Because though you chase her she knows she is not real, she is the opening
The real, as you define it, is something she refuses to dwell in
She likes feelings which shimmer like ideas, light in the pond’s skin
Because the answers above never reach it, more love slips away, love seeps in…

Thanks for the question, Inam…I don’t know how the above is connected to the poem following… Read more…

That’s my lot, irredeemable, worse…

December 19, 2008 Life's Elsewhere 5 comments

Strangely, only writing articulates my being satisfactorily these days but the urge to publish has diminished too. I don’t know how to reconcile them, this diminishing urge and growing satisfaction. So here are a couple of poems which I treated like journals, lesser as poems, something continuous to personal prose and really giving a damn… I know it will be read by less people because it is longish. But I know that these days only friends read me…

I enjoy hyperlinking lines in a poem. I am drenched in Leonard Cohen’s songs these days. You might find, if you have listened to him too, his lines popping up here and there in my scarcely appearing writings these days. Sometimes I will link the phrases to his original verses sometimes I might not.

I won’t mention why I am angry, bitter at things happening to human beings in my country and in the world at large. I want to, instead, I want to kneel down at her altar, at her nakedness instead even if she is as fallible mortal as I am, even if she is as much unknown to me as much thoroughly I know this ugly world. It is just the act of beholding, just the moment. I give a damn to those daytime life of mine and the newspapers…

But before the poems…this song…along with Gustav Klimt’s paintings


The steadfast that I am, the fleeting that you are all
The bliss that spread in veins when an unexpected woman calls
She asks for the place I am living and who are living with me
She asks which day I was born, if I am a Cancer or a Gemini
I say: lady, I am both, I’m crowded and I am alone
I’m born here everyday, I’m delivered by none.

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